I believed in Him !

Had Maths P1 today ! haha .. was quite difficult ? but i hope i can score well (: . after exams went to eat the laksa yong tau foo .. not bad lah. HAHA . chatted there … ! den slacked around at tamp there .. so boringg .. went for Oral exams … omygosh , seriously , very jia lat siaa … )): . cus i dun understand the idioms that the teacher says . and she asked me 3 idioms … and she had to explained what the idioms means ! LOL .  she looked pissed ? hahaha . and i felt very tired after that .. and my class many falling sick .. and i think im falling sick again ..cus im feeling weak liao. sighs . hopefully i wont get sick .. !

*i hope E&M will come church this sunday ! . as i know M was quite interested about church ! haha !

till here !  STUBBORN BIRD !

i felt that God is giving a trials and testing in my Life . no matter what , i must pass this Testing from God . i know God wants to test my Faith . i must not give up ! as cons says : Hang in there! LOLs. Amen ?

God is the only one that i can turn to ! and if i never help myself , no one can help me !

gonna stop gg out !

FN paper finally over ! haha .. used 30 mins only to finish the paper .. haha ! got 1 hour more ..but i slept . after paper .. went to have subway . den headed home to sleep and rest ! at night went T1 to meet Y2 ((: . had mtg .. den after that studied ! carls junior to meet the rest . cabbed home again ((: . tmr having maths P1 ! i got confident that i can pass . haha .. but my brain gg to bomb liao .. studied too many things ..but some nv come out ! argh . having MT oral tmr ! hhaha..all the best to me .

hmmm … i dun think i will go out already ? haha . unless is impt ? exclude Sat & Sun lah ..cus is compulsory to go mah . HAHA . wells … after N’s den i got freedom . okay , maybe my weekdays daily routine is go school , home & Study . yes … that shall be my life from tmr onwards ! hmm . unless got ppl ask me out for dine ..but also must see who lah . i feel like MIA-ing for awhile ? maybe until after N’s ? but cannot leh .. cus Sat & Sun needa go church .  and i feel that i must be responsible … as i serving in church also . :s . sighs … HOWW ?

im not emo or anything .. i just feel like .. staying at home and STUDYYY ! i sounds like very hardworking ah ? HAHA . no choice what .. cus im stupid .. den must STUDY super duper HARD . i know im looking down on myself . wells , sighs .  

nights.

a lil depression !

Had Science P1&2 today , alamak .. seriously it’s sucks ! i got so much confidence in P1 ..but P2 i totally CMI can ? was feeling so stressed up while doing P2 .. i was like asking God how how how ? but i know .. He won’t give me a specific answers ! but i still Believed in God ((: . Amen ! i really screwed my Science P2 up . this means .. i must start studying for “N” levels Science liao.  hopefully i can glorify God with my results . yeah . Tmr having FN paper … lots of them like dun wanna study like that .. including me . but ok la .. i shall study a lil bit ((: . HAHA .

ohh .. still remember i mentioned that i got scoldings from a strangers ? LOL . you know the strangers called up my school and complaint .. wells .. now my level cordinator wanna see us and do a statement ! lol .. i dun care anyway . hahaha . bleahs over means over ! past means past ! restart means restart ! everyday is a fresh and brand new day for me (: . spend the rest of the day without any worries ! but with JOY .

BYEBYE.

We are the reason

As little children, we would dream of Christmas morn
And all our gifts and toys, we knew we’d find,
But we never realized, a baby boy one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives.

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason Jesus suffered and died,
To a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live.

As the years went by, we learned more of our gifts
And giving of ourselves and what that means,
On a dark and cloudy day, a man hung dying in the rain
Because of love, because of love, because of love…

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason Jesus suffered and died,
To a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live,
To live, to live…

Everytime I see the cross
I’m reminded that He gave His life
For you and me…

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason why the Lord suffered and died,
To a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live…

We are the reason but He is the reason we live
Thank You Jesus (:

You laid Aside your Majesty

You Laid Aside Your Majesty
Gave Up Everything For Me
Suffer’d At The Hands
Of Those You Had Created
You Took All My Guilt And Shame
When You Died And Rose Again
Now Today You Reign
In Heav’n And Earth Exalted

Chorus:
I Really Want To Worship You, My Lord
You Have Won My Heart And I Am Yours
For Ever And Ever
I Will Love You
You Are The Only One Who Died For Me
Gave Your Life To Set Me Free
So I Lift My Voice To You In Adoration.

Above this two songs .. very meaningful to me . because is like very touching ((:

Sunday ! kk ..i was late for church again for 5-10mins . lol .. was rushing like madd lah . Praise and Worship was great ! i love the lyrics , How Marvellous , How Beautiful .. very nice . while i was worshipping something funny happened .. but shall not mention here. hahaha !! i laughing inside my heart . LOLS . den Pst.Tim spoke .. wasn’t really listening .. cus i very tired .. so im just half awake ! lol .. but i did wrote down the sermons okays ! had communion .. lols . den after that prayed for each other.. and service ended ! had short mtg .. next week needa report church at 8.15am ! gooons .. so early . must really wake up SUPERR EARLY . wells .. i will TRY MY BEST! hahaaa .. den went KFC ate lunched((: … met eunice to study ! haha . THANKS WOR . last minute  decision to meet Friend ! yeah .. searched for places with plugs for 1 hour ! in the end .. settled down at starbucks ! din really studied much .. most of the time talked (: . HAHA . and we din realised that there”s ……. infront of our table .. luckily we din say loudly. phewww !  stayed there for 2 hour plus .. dinner at LJS . den slacked at open plaza awhile .. stared at the stars. and 81 home sweety home . learnt alot from Friend , thanks for sharing with me about your Life in cornerstone last time ! it’s somehow encouraged me ! and Friend makes me think through Air stewardess life .. cus next time when u get marry .. and den needa fly around .. i guess got no time to spend quality time with husband ? and lotsa of thing .. LOLS . wells …

MONDAY . Maths paper 2 down ! yeah .. was quite easy for me .. haha ! must really say Thank You to Eunice .. she is the one who teached me maths . i love youuu ! after paper .. went to have KFC porridge .. not bad seh . hahaha ..quite nice. and was raining havily ! can’t go home .. so talked about life again . yea .. i think somethings really doesn’t matters in our life . i felt Health , Families and Friends are the most important ones . Friends and Families will stand by you to support you . their support really does matters … if no one support us .. i guess we will feel demoralised .. lols . and we started to share our weird habits ! hahahhaa .. great time laughing at each others ((: .

yupp . till here ! tmr im having science paper 1 and 2 ! GoodLUCK to me !

BYEBYE

DRAGON BOATING !

Today had cell outing .. went dragon boating at kallang ! woww .. seriously .. at first was quite excited for it .. but then .. sighs .. lost the excitement for it .. den suddenly the excitement comes back..den suddenly GONE ! well well … my first time dragon boating .. im very noob ..cus newbies lah k ! LOLS . after that kallang leisure park .. den went church help to clean up and stuffs ! headed to tamp for some snacks .. den i cabbed home .. tired siaa .. and i kena sunburnt ! super sian lah .. looked like a lobsterr ! haha .. my face lah ah .

*i hated people shouting at me, seriously i hated it . usually i hated it , when i did nothing wrong ! ohmygosh ! seriously , i abit pek cek today.but luckily i control control ! whatever ! this week sucks for me.sighs.totally no mood to talk and stuffs…

But God i know you are there for ME (: .

nights !

yummy ! HAHA.

Mon , went to see doctor . got eyes infection ! two days Mc. ((: . thanks merri for pei-ing me to the doctor ! hahaha .. after which .. pei-ed her to shop for her groceries . alot of things siol!  at night went dinner with er yi , sanyi , wini , fred and grandma at white sand . den around 9pm wini and i went for a jogged … argh .. tiringg ! haha ..we jogged 4.8km NON-STOP ! tskk .. but at least i did burnt away . hahaha ..

Tuesday . supposed to meet val at 6.30pm ..argh .. waited for cabby for 10 to 15 mins ! superrr irritated lah .. hais . and i said some words that are not meant to says . im convicted though. ): . after mtg val and kenn .. headed to Chinnu’s house(: . wore our sari .. super funny .. shihui and val cannot walk properly .. both walked like penguin ! hahaha .. cute . yes .. and right .. i din know there’s exams .. and i went school unprepared .. LOLS . sure fail ! chi and cpa . sian sia .. cpa paper lasted for 1hr15 mins .. but i used 15 mins .. i slept for 1 hr ! hahaha . woke up super blurred and headache .. but super SHIOKA . den headed home after exams .. of cus go to my lalaland (((: . ate chicken rice for dinner .. hehs ! oh yea .. saw mr.chiang in the morning .. haha . he said ..next time see him call him mah .. den he can give me a lift to school .. haha .. SO GOOD ((: .

Wednesday . i woke up at 8am just to watch solar eclipse ! hahaa .. yesh .. i saw it .. china turned dark for almost 6 mins and so .. super cool lah .. why singapore dun have ? LOLS . took a short nap .. thanks to pei ling woke me up ! tskk .. stayed home the whole day .. guaiis right ? maybe later gg  jogging ! i wanna burn , burn , burn ! lose weight again.LOL. 1 kg i think.. ohmygosh SHAE . a few more steps to a success ((: . alright ee .. till here then .   

oh yes , very disappointed in this year RHD . wah laoo .. not many ppl wear costumes ! unlike past 3 years when im in st.hildas .. toilet always flooded with people changing to costumes. sighs .. lousyy . BORING though .

BYEBYE

REJOICE and be Glad in it (:

hey ! very long never blog alrdy , haha .. cus lazy to on comp ah ! yes… last week was good for me. haha .. got scolding from strangers. but our bad lah ah .. HAHA . Friday went church to hang out .. watched them played RISK . boringg .. they can survived in the game for so long. LOL . after that went KFC ate dinner .. went xj’s house to play mahjong .. den reached home around 11 plus pm. Saturday , met eunice ! hehs .. she tutor me Maths (: … ate at olives ! lols .. missed cornerstone ! went there quite a bit of things changed?  lol .. den after which .. went Cons house for cell groups .. played some games .. p&w .. split up into grps .. prayed , shared and stuffs .. slacked slacked .. den went dinner at tamp .. den yes .. cabbed back home (: ! Sunday .. woke up late ! argh .. superr rushed .. was late for 5-10 mins . oppps .. Service was great ah . after service got duty for helps .. haha ! thank you eunice for helping me ((: . after which BCM again . haha! actually after BCM i wanted to go home .. but in the end .. went orchard with the rest . lols .. super crowded and stuffs .. was abit irritated .. )): . i hated crowded places ..luckily the weather wasn’t that killer ..if not my mood really go down . ZzZzzZz . headed home for popiah feast ! lol .. den went white sands to have proper dinner with aunties and cousins . (:

Today , i missed my english prelims exam paper ! LOL .. woke up .. my eyes super red and swollen .. teary eyes … cannot go school .tskk .. ! went back to sleep .. woke up ..still not getting better .. sians .. den went polyclinic .. overcrowded .. cannot go in ! sian .. so i now waiting for dad to come back and give me $$ to see private doctor with Merri ((: she so good .. accompanying me to go doctor ((: ! haahha . yes … till here ((:

tmr is racial harmony day ..since is our last year .. we all wearing costumes ((:

BYEBYE

HEYO

Yesterday missed school .. cus was still sick .. rested at home the whole day ..slept the whole day ..super shiok ah ((: .

Today went school .. sian diao ..heard that got science test .. and i nv study .. so yah .. FAILED loh . but i hope can retake . haha .. was alright in school .. although lessons was pretty boring ? lol .. after school had prayer mtg .. and after which .. i rushed home .. bathed and prepared .. and i fall asleep on my bed .. and i was late liao .. so no choice took cab down to tamp (: .. dinner-ed at the open space T1 .. haha ..new slacking place ! talked talked and stuffs .. it’s makes sense to me ! and i needa get to know ann about 10 things .. HAHA . wells ((: . and after which .. i cabbed home ! too tired to take public transport((: .

i really want to grow in christ ! Amen .

I think that .. distractions really can make us go down .. everything changed in our life ! yes .. i experienced it before .. but it won’t happen again . i wanna live like JESUS ! YAY .

nights everyone .. PRELIMS in 4 more days ! STUDY HARD SHAE ((:

urgh , so irritating .

yes , finally im able to attend service ytd … although im still sick ah . was having slight fever during service .. was feeling a lil giddy too . zZzzZz .. almost vomited out twice or thrice ? haha ..but i swallowed it back . LOL . and the taste “…” lah . hahaa ! everybody “eeyer , me”. LOL . ytd Pst.Dan shared about Healing . We believed and has faith in it .. we will be HEALED ((: . that’s truth .. must have faith((: .

yes , that’s so true .. i can’t scold people .. LOLS . unless , im really angry and piss .. hehs ! Was trying to scold jerome ytd .. but i just can’t do it .. and i kept laughing and laughing ! LOLS . after service .. went ba chor mee there eat our lunch .. ate duck rice .. finished the duck but not the rice. hahaha.  and after which headed to tamp ((: . talked to eunice on the bus ! she say I “Zhang Da le ” lols . yes i think im too ..cus i felt that i think differently and treat everything differently ? LOL

HAHA.and i THINK i have alrdy walk out of “BGR” problems … HAHA . seriously , i felt that is so unimportant to me … because if the person truly loves you .. they will wait for you. finally i xiang tong le ((: . and now if have BGR also like ..if want to go out must go underground.then also scare to see familiar faces, see alrdy scare that person tell the leaders,then the leaders talk to you, then you feeling confused and suckish.LOL. and is like what for scare if you dare to do it ? if dare to do it .. DO IT OPENLY lah. Fear this and that is like so … ahh . and i felt that BGR really can pull our walk with God down down down . ya ..some people say they can balance their time .. but so ? if got BF at my age now .. who still will honour God and put God first leh ? And we tend to do something we shouldn’t..LOLS. yes ..and whatever im typing now … it’s HAPPENED to me before . but is HISTORY liao ((: . im glad im lil over with it .. cus im sick and tired of it too !and soon .. im really free from it le . . slowly day by day .. im putting BGR aside and out of my life now((: . But can still Like lahssss . HAHA . the end ! 

Today , i went school for 1h of maths lesson .. and i went back home and rest ((: . and i slept till 3pm .. feeling a lil better. and my butt stucked on the chair with my computer for 4 hours liao.and yes … is time for me to go study ! 6 more days to N’s prelims !!!

*anyone got reformat disc ? i really need to reformat my Laptop .. because no more disc space..and got truck lots of things . and makes my lappy so LAGG . GRRR .. and also i dun wan use my PC .. ! i wan use my laptop ..cus can bring it around my home . HAHAHA .

* I WAN THE NEW IPHONE !!!!! but i shall DREAMM ON !

BYEBYE .

RanDoM !

so sad .. im watching MJ memorial service again at youtube ! LOL

Although i watched on Tuesday Night LIVE at (12am) …. seriously very touching and really will make people cry loh .. when they sang We are the World..is like .. very nice lah .. almost make me tear..

*GOD’S GREAT BIG FAMILY .. TRUTH .. LOVE IS ALL WE NEED*

wah really very sadd .. and now i kept repeating the video again and again !