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Hey !

ytd i missed combined mtg dued to i got some family matters at home D: . seriously it’s sucks though . sighs … den stayed at hm the whole day and emo.

Sunday . last sunday service at cornerstone audi le … feeling quite sadd loh . cus some of them not leaving .. lol . all the best okays ? (: .

today’s sermons is about BGR . it’s somehow make me think through ya ? is like something convicted me loh . i guess is really wrong wrong wrong ! think alot during sermons anyway … sighs . really dun understand why ehs ? can someone please tell me ?? LOL .

i dunno why i can’t share my problems with people whom i really trust anymore.when i see them im lost for words …i dunno why.somehow , my attitudes changed in some ways , some might not notice it .. but wells … who cares right?? lol. life have been upside down loh .. is like .. not living well that kind lah . i mean spiritually and emotionally. my walk with God not that stable yet ! im pretty sure about it . i feeling the dryness again. i now knows that we can’t stop seeking God.we must run after him every moment in our lives.we can’t have any obstacles to pull us away frm God . seriously , i really fall apart when i met some obstacles ! is like .. err , very problematic loh. i guess im really a problem child ! lol . i know problems can be overcome . but wells , it’s takes time. hais . i dunno why , without the close walk with God in my life like not satisfy at all . my heart is not complete . something is missing ! sighs . feeling neglected in some ways. everything is changed . but i expected it .. because we are no longer young . not going to pamper us like a kid! msut be independent ! take initiative ! treasure it , do not lose it , if not regret it ! LOL.

nights !

8 more days<33

heyyy

hmmm , today offcially announce JUNE HOLIDAY ! hahahah

Wed .. had sports day .. wah lao .. super sian loh .. boringgg . after sports day .. went LJS had lunch with val , shi hui & alrich. after which ,i went to find mummy , aunties and friends ! ohmygosh , i hate my mum’s friends ! they are the worst people i ever seen ! goodness .! wells , i scolded them..of cause in my mind ! LOL . dun deserve my respect lah hor ? tskkkk …

Thursday , went science centre with class .. quite boring . the main thing we did there is eat at macDs ! lol . had some arguements with some boys school peeps . arghh..they are freaking smelly and annoying i tell you . childish , i hate boys that are irritating . . den back to school .. took back our results .. i failed 2 ! muahahas . nvmm .. shall work harder than (: .

Friday ! dun need to go back school .. cus dun need to meet parents ! (: . and i slept until 12pm..den wake up ..shiokkk . so long nv sleep till so late le … (: . and later i got steamboat at home .. and bbq with jerome they all … wooots. and tmr got combined mtg at 2pm ..gonna try taking bus 81 to kovan den take purple line to potong pasir..and from there find my way to the city church ! hahaha . okok ! this week will be the last week of having service at cornerstone le..wells . will miss cornerstone audi ! .

till here ! byebyeeee

heyah !

hello (:

im back to my blogger and blog again ! haha … past few days nv blog because im lazy plus abit busy ? hahaha .. you might be thinking what am i busy with right ? hehs ,dun wan tell you(: oh wells , saturday went The City Church for ïnside look” service … the church simply nicely done up.cool man .. hahaha ! den got freee umbrellas & dinner , cool isn’t it ? enjoyed the service .. the feeling was so great . but then horr , the journey to church abit far leh .. so i must make my effort to wake up earlier and go church on timeee ! hehs , did some vacuuming in church … was fun ! haha. den the journey back to my home is 1 hour 15 mins ? LOL! (:

Sunday , i didn’t go church .. cus i went out with my auntiee. had Din Tai Feng for lunch ..omygosh..i like the pork chop fried rice .. arghh..freaking nice ! hahaha..den i was feeling very full ..and i told my auntie said that im not gg to have dinner laterrr ..but in the end , at night i went steamboat at bugis with candy , taf , janice & jason … LOL . mala soup superr spicy siaa ! thanks to candy … scoop it into my bowl ! no choice .. but to finish it .. but i did get my revenged !hehs . den reached home around 10.30pm .(:

Monday ! had excursions to City Hall there “Singapore Civic District ” .. i tell you was freaking boring .. asked us to pay $12 just to go under the hot sun walking around padang and stuffs ! everybody was complaining and stuffs  … haha . sians , disturbed other school students along the way . hahaha .. den also we disturbed eileen by wanting to throw her umbrella and bags to the sea !& someone said : wah eileen , u wan go market buy fish , meat and veg ah ? “cus her bags looks like gg market de loh .. im serious . and she is freaking violent ! she grab my hand so hard loh..haha ! dun see her so weak hor..actually she damn STRONG . . and back to school …slacked inside class .. den sis some feedback ! haha .. all negativee ..nice one man ! lol .. den home sweety home le (:

Tuesday ! freaking fun today  .. at first was really scared to go play water soccer .. cus will fall very easily loh .. but after playing .. omygosh , so FUNNNNNN ! i fell down once … hahaha ! enjoyed alot alot alot .. and im all drenched like madd .. and i nv bring extra ïnside”to change ! arghh..so im still abit wet and stink ! lol . played bossa ball .. was funny loh .. but i had fun jumping on the inflatable court ! den captain’s ball ..sec3’s played violent sehh …my arms kena smacked by 1 sec3’s guy ! arghh ! no respect sia ! tskkkk . never say sorry somemoreee ! pissed off ! and we played water soccer again .. arghh .. got people use their elbows hit my stomach ! goodness .. why so violent ????? arghhh . ): . but i still played on ..i anyhow kick the ball like siaoo ..dun even wanna care if i kick their legs ! humphhhhhh . after all the games , we went toilet changed . lol .. den back to class .. slacked slacked … ohh ..suddenly “M” asked me abt church .. and he’s reaction was funny .. and i invited him for sunday service (: hope he will comee ! okok ..

alright , my post superr long .. bear with it lah kk (: byebye . nights !

tmr got sports day ! thursday :science centre and get back results ! Fri : no SCHOOL !

and after which JUNE HOLI ! and here comes my birthday . 9th Junee ! * i dun expect any presents lah … wishes will be deeply appreciate (: kk ? dun waste $$$ !

14 more days though ! wishes can le (:

hellos

oh yeah , ytd sis and I went jogging .. hahaa ! can u imagine ? priscilla ng pei ling went jogging ? HAHA… when we jogging i kept laughing at her .. and she kept asking me to slow down ! LOL . noob siahh . den i kept telling her , nobody jog at ur speed de lah noob ! lol .. hahah . after which she speed up ! (: . den we never take lifts , we took the stairs ! superr tiring ! hahaha. after jogging den climb to 8 storeys …den headed to grandma’s house for dinner(: .

Today , as usual went to school loh … had PE …we played street soccer ! the sun was really a killer ..the sun taken away half of my energy .. seriously siah ! nv run much .. becaause of the sun loh . den leh , was shocked that i passed my CPA , although i nv study . hehs hehs . steady seh! after school went tamp mall , Cs & T1 walked around with kenn . lol .. den after which she came my house .. den we slacked awhile .. we went white sands (: .. den after that homed (: yeah ! i got three excursions ! superrr excitedd . super long nv go excursions with class alrdy loh . gonna be real fun . and im playing bossa ball , water soccer and captain’s ball ! heard that water soccer the water gonna be until our knee there sia ! omygoshh ! superrr exciting ! hahaha . anyhow KICK:D

below the pictures are bossa ball and water soccer

yeah ! that’s all ! BYEEE

the water level higher den this pictures !

we must jump on the greenie thingy to smash the ball (: hahaha ! to let u know what bossa ball is like !

chinese makes me loss for WORDS.

hehs , have not been blogging .. dued to laziness lah. whole last week was having exams too .. get back some sub results.. did badly . omgosh. really feel like crying lor. but it’s too late to regret lah ehs ? lol .. anyway , had a great time with my families on Sat & Sun (: . Stayed over at Grandma’s house on Sat..woke up early in the morning .. cus auntie disturbed me ! and i really tio scared ..when i opened my eyes .. my auntie was like STARING at me siaa..really chua sai . :s . had breakfast at whitesands .. haha ! my aunties was really funny and cute siah ! typical auntiee . hahaha ! and after that my mom and another 3 aunties played mahjong together .. while me .. slack , watch tv and use comp lohh .. den at night went to eat good food again ! hahaha . but then .. when i reached homee .. all went into the toilet bowl . LOL . . oh yah .. cousins wanna bring me go haji lane the “see sha”however you spelled it? lol ?is somehow one place for smoking i think ? LOL . hmm .. heard that got alot of flavors and stuffs . won’t get addictive de (: . My mom and aunties APPROVED . because is just for experience . and maybe saturday .. my family outing at sentosaaa . STEADY SEH .

Today i went bugis .. the new shopping mall “iluma” actually that mall nothing much .. not much shop open yet .. but got one cineplex .. so not bad ah .. new place for pa tuo-ing ! lol . JKJK . ok do ok ! till here then .

*darn it , i screwed my chinese oral ! omygosh . loss for WORDS!!!!! i used english too . seriously , “SI”

BYEBYE

CHECK + TALENTS

We Gotta Check on ourself before we judge others(:

Does not mean that their appearance are ordinary and  that they are not given a chance to show their talents. they should be given a chance ! LOL . God given to us a Talents , so we gotta show it and outshine it right. Some people might not know what is their talents , but then , to me somehow talents are somehow quite hard to discover . You might be capable in everything you do , some might not. Some people might have 2 or more talents . But i believed in this world , everybody sure got talents(:  For me , i might not discover my talents yet or i already know what is my talents. Of cause , You might be picking up some courses(instruments,entrepenuer(however you spell it),vocalists and more!) and really that might be your talents , and really take this chance to excel in your talent . Because i believed whatever God had given to us had a PURPOSE(: I really do believed God has a plan for us , is our own decision whether we should follow God’s will . And also , God wants everybody to have a stable life right ? God won’t make your life miserable . Maybe sometimes , life might be boring , hard , tiring , dull and etc , but all this things God is putting us into Trials & Testing. You agree ? God is testing your FAITH (: if you failed , God will give another Trials&Testing until you pass it. means you already grown from it!  Leaders of Gen 4 , am i right ? i think i really learnt from it (: .

Somehow , Someone asked me if i will get into relationship before now or so , i think i will think of whether my walk with God isit stable ? Am i growing in church ? Don’t know if my studies will get affected and alot of Questions will be running through my mind . but i don’t know i can’t type all the Questions noww .. cus my mind is BLANK now . LOL . but i do believed God will choose the right partner for us in future right ? haha, right now i think we should really put our hearts & minds into God’s first .and slowly comes relationship(; i do think that waiting for each other do make them more lovely , as there is a proved that ïm willing to wait for you”and until the end of the days , you might think back .. Wow , it’s took us a long time to be together , so we must really treasure the relationship we have now ! (: okay , somehow i dun understand what im trying to type , hope you guys understand okay? LOL . The TRUE real joy comes from GOD , THE LORD JESUS CHRIST(:

*A Life Lesson Learnt(:

SHAELYNNA(:

BANGG :D

Today service was great eh .. loves the first worship songg .. hehee . no matter what it cost .. i will go for you ! no matter what it takes im YOURS ! seriously love it ! today sermon was about happily ever afterr …quite funny though ! den after service .. wennt katong laksa .. had laksa for my lunch  .. den after which i headed homee .. and i went out to studyy (: .. actually mainly i did is played arcade lah … hahha .. played until got blueblack. thanks ah but i really had fun den reached hm around 10 30pm ! hehs !  tmr might be watching wolferine with Conss … lol ! alright shall end here liaooo . nights (:

LEMON :D

well well .. dun wanna blog about exams .. because i know i surely FAIL until very badly .. examinations makes me go KISIAO. my brain got abit PROB!

okay , today had cell outing .. went to play badminton at SIA training centre! was fun though . hahha ..had a great time playing badminton with Gen 4.345.although some not there..but we still had fun (: . after which .. we headed to church for prayer mtg.i feel that today’s prayer mtg was different ? haha ! great indeed! after which , went ksc to eat dinner .. slacked there .. and then HOMED (: … and tmr CHURCH! looking forward to it .. hahaha.

and i very hungryy nowww .. ARGH . hahaha .. hoow howw ? the whole day i only ate a Burger and drank Ice LEMON tea . lol ! i dunno why i got no appetite leh . hmmmm … kk ..blogged till herre .. nights !

random (:

just read some people’s blog .. wells , i din know there’s so many ppl out there are dying man ! i read someone’s blog .. and it’s like same as i when im sec 1&2…lol..being so agressive and rebellious yeah ? hahaha .. but after all , God changed me .. although sometime i really can’t help it . i think im really building walls around myself during the past few months you know ? dun feel like hanging out around and stuffs . lol ..is just like .. my life is so dull and sian ..dun feel like doing anything ! but then … now im starting to open up again .. tearing down my walls ..and really go and communicate with the people’s out there ! sometimes my attitude might be bad .. but im sorry..really can’t help it when someone’s irritated me.  but i believed God will change me. because i TRUST in Him=) . hahaha .

after being a christian for almost 3 years , i find myself changed quite abit.when im sec 1 ..im rather attitude .. rebellious .. and lotsa of stuffs lah ! haha..is somehow like a “ah lian”. sec 2 .. abit different lah of cause .haha ! because of the guiding thru the leaders ..but somehow quite screwed up also ..had lotsa of fights and quarrels between friendship .. hehs ! come to sec 3 ..hehs .. still created troubles .. really dunno how the leaders can stand with my nonsensical stuffs uh ? hahaha ! troubles like ..bgr & friendship .LOL . and until now im sec 4  .. hehs .. how i find my life now is abit screwed up ? i think i really need a breakthrough in my life .. for the past few months im feeling so DRY and DIED . because i felt as if i got no God in my life .. like im changed person .. but now ..im really trying to go back closer to God ..and really being a passionate and on fire christian again … i will never give up(:because God once told me before “I will never let you go , no matter what.” ..wahh .. that’s really touched me alot alot .. God is REAL. although last time i got doubts about it .. haha ! but he shown himself to me .. (: but in church i have gone through lotsa of changes like ..examples cell groups . haha .. when i first came ..im in terry’s cell .. Gen4.2 . the best cell i ever had!but slowly everything changed seh ! like everybody leaving to another cell groups …den Gen4.2 split into 2 cells .. 4.3 … and im in chua’s cell groups .. haha ! my shepherd cons .. changed to Wz .. den after which .. I moved into 4.3 .. wells ! my shepherd changed to Eunice .. lol !! den noww .. GEn 4.345  .. hahaha! is like wahh .. after all .. we are in the same cell groups again … the old gen 4.2 .. chua , cons , jess , eunice , taf , candy , me ..but without terry , clement , aaron , jasmine , evangeline .. wells .. missed the time we had in cell .. hairstyling DAY ! shall post the old Gen 4.2 pictures laterrr .

but after all i still love my CURRENT CELL ! GEN 4.345(:

pictures time !

double-click it ! if u wanna see clearly ! all the old old pictures ! im quite slim then ! cus im in netball ! but noww ..im so MUCH MUCH FATTER ! lol .

just feel like posting this ! haha .. read it if u feel like it .. dun feel like it..den simply just click X on ur pages yeah ? i just wan to keep this as a memories!

6 more to go !

just came back from studying and dinner at tamp ! wells .. met eunice at starbucks to studied .. and  suddenly saw cons .. followed by jess , jerome and debbie . LOL . i was surprised ! hahaha .. den after which studied for 5 hours plus at starbucks with jess,eunice , cons& vivien .plus talked there also lah..and was having headachee siaa..cus the weather made me feeling so sickish ! lol . den around 6 plus .. went to eat dinner at 800 plus there with eunice,adora and vivien (: .. den they went for Pm .. i went homee .. haha . until noww .. whatever about science .. is still running about in my BRAIN ! lol ..but good lah ..i spent so much time lehh .. see i so hardworking right ? hehs ! anyway … sat ..4.345 gg to play BADMINTON ! goshh .. dunno if i shld go ? hahaha .. abit lazzy ehhs ! nvmm ..shall be good .. i shall GO .if not got nag nag nag again ! lol .. JKJK .. hehs ! can’t wait for my mid year to be OVERR .. 6 more to GO ! jiaaa youu . hmm .. till here bah!

tmr im having MATHS PAPER 1 ! IM SO SOSO STRESSED UP ! SADDED !!!

/nights ! im MAD anyway !!